Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Sometimes It Gets Easier

 Sometimes It Gets Easier
1.There might not be any grownups around...
2. "The Mighty Sparrow" - Ted Leo & the Pharmacists
3. "So So Alone" - The Reruns
4. "Speaking My Mind" - Ticonderoga
5. Take that, dinosaur!
6. "The Do Wop" - LL Cool J
7. "All For the Best" - Thom Yorke
8. "Kicked to the Curb" - Crusaders for Real Hip-Hop
9. Just how big is this thing?
10. "Hallelujah, I'm a Bum" - Daniel, Fred & Julie
11. "Stay Zombie Stay" - Elvis Perkins in Dearland
12."Peace In the Valley" - Rev. Lonnie Farris
13. "Go Home" - Mr. David Viner
14. Words fail me
15. "Hold On" - Chris Andrews
16. "Prowler 2" (feat. Jean Grae, Jay Electronica, Joell Ortiz & Mos Def) - Ski Beatz
17. "When Did You Leave Heaven?" - Johnny "Guitar" Watson
18. "The Road of Love" - Clarence Carter
19. "Strawberries and Cream" (Mathematics remix feat. Inspectah Deck & The RZA) - Ghostface Killah
20. "People, I Wish You Could See" - Lee Dorsey
21. Film at 11
22. "Walking in Los Angeles" - Kate Micucci
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So yeah, I'm sorry this isn't any sort of substantial update or anything, but it is almost certainly the first mix I've ever made that features both a gospel standard and sex rhymes. So there's that. As school winds down, I'm hoping to enact some big changes around here (including the previously threatened name change), so hopefully some big a-doins will transpire.

This mix is almost unrecognizable compared to the one I had in mind a few weeks ago. Originally, there were a bunch of really old songs that I may have already put on mixes, two separate They Might Be Giants songs, most of the Titus Andronicus album, and some cheeseball pop music. In the end, I had to whittle it down considerably, that stuff is what had to go. Anyway, I hope you like it. H

Thursday, May 20, 2010

It's 3:25 AM, but I wanted to write something after yesterday (or the day before), in which the Flyers won, the Sixers drew the second pick in the 2010 NBA draft, and for the first time since I was 2 years old, Arlen Specter will no longer be a Senator from Pennsylvania. I was trying to write a paper while most of it happened, but they remain pretty great for me in more ways than one. But for this post, I'll focus on the last one.

I have been registered on the left since I was 18, the Democratic party for about half of that time. Since I come from a long line of Republicans, I've never been stupid about it, and I've always maintained that I agree more with the GOP on some issues than I do with the liberals. Well, up until a few years ago when the GOP went all batshit. Apparently Specter did to, but I digress.  He was the kind of guy who would stand his ground if he felt strongly about something, and that I admire above all. I've agreed with him a lot more than most of his former party, and I've never felt terrible about him representing me (unlike his old colleague Santorum).

One of the things that you can't deny about Sen. Arlen Specter is that he has worked his ass off for the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania. He got us funding, he pushed initiatives, he twisted arms to get what he wanted. I don't know if I'd ever call him likable, but I can't think of a likable Senator, especially one that I'd want representing me. Truth is he was kind of a bastard, but that was his appeal.

Sure, he was kind of a bonehead sometimes. His famous magic bullet theory still boggles the mind, and I'll never understand what the hell he was thinking when he went after the NFL a couple of years ago. But he was sure as hell dependable, and that's what I'd like to think of his legacy: "dependable, tenacious, brought in $"

Of course, I can't complain about Sestak, either. I had the pleasure of meeting him when he first ran for congressman and he had my vote almost immediately. He's proven to be a standup guy and I've been proud to have voted for him in every possible election until this one. I wish him a long and storied career as a United States Senator, and I look forward to questioning his motives in the future. But for now, I have to get up in 4 hours and change and start working on a new project (just a few more weeks, people. Then I will hopefully be ALL OVER this thing). But for now, before dawn creeps in, I'd like to thank Arlen Specter for being our guy for almost my entire lifetime. I wish you Sestak coulda bumped Casey out and ou coulda stayed, but the timing was off. In lieu of that, just know that your work will never be forgotten.

Thursday, May 06, 2010


11:11 PM, Wednesday night
This is my setup as I sat down to write a paper. Visible are laptop, notebook, texts, coffee, water, vodka...
... paper towels, cat treats, and... plants vs. zombies. 

I'm not much further into writing this paper than I was when I took this picture over 4 hours ago. But, I've got a lot more of the background in.

Also in the back of my mind, another mix on the way. Hopefully it'll be done in a week or two. Expect some sex rap and a 14 minute rock jam. No, seriously. 

Stay tuned, there's still life in this site yet!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

It's 3:56 AM right now, and I'm wrapping up the tasks that I gave myself when I woke up: "you're not going to bed until this stuff is all done". and I did.Unfortunately, I will be doing the same thing (with even less sleep) tomorrow night.

Ah, but now. Right now, I am sitting here with an expensive-in-California Dogfish Head 60 Minute Ale, the serenity of the middle of the night. I've been listening to Ennio Morricone and Richard Hawley for the past couple of hours and it's put me in the sort of mood that is content but excited. The cat wakes up every hour or so, has a quick bite, and then stares at me for 5 minutes before yawning and going back to bed. Carrie is asleep on the couch in front of an episode of Blue Planet. One of those minutes where you look around and everything has stopped moving, and you are left with the feeling that take everything in and just maybe get everything all figured out for once.

Instead, I will eat a plum and go to bed. 

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Cellphone photo dump: San Francisco

 Japanese Tea Garden in the Park

Some kind of church for Cylons, I think.





This mail lady keeps an A&W in the mailbox!


More Tea Garden



Albino alligator! If you're wondering, YES, I did call him Whitey.

Apparently the reason they're so rare is because they last like 2 seconds in the wild. Kinda takes the excitement out of the whole thing. They're rare because they're so poorly adapted. Stupid pigments.



The California Academy of Sciences


Francis Scott Key Memorial (seen in last photo)

Japantown



Bindi Irwin

Friday, March 19, 2010

I might've told this story before.

When I was in college, I took a political rhetoric class. Aside from the fact that I needed the credit, I took it upon a recommendation. I'd heard great things about this professor, so I signed up for it.
As it turned out, it was worth it. The professor a former speechwriter, the kind of guy who'd gotten several people that you've heard of elected, he always looked like he'd just stepped off a jet with a whiskey in his hand. Wearing dark sunglasses indoors, during the day like he belonged in them.
He'd gotten several people who we've all heard of elected. He was a grizzled vet of the old school political machine.  He taught me a lot of great things, and probably a cynicism that I'll carry for life.

But the lecture of his that I remember the most, of all the insanity and unusually forthcoming admittance of drug abuse, there was a recollection that I will die with.   It was during the Cuban missile crisis, and he was sure that he could count his final hours on both hands. Nuclear contamination was imminent, and he was certain he wasn't going to spend his last hours like a fool.

He moved his mattress and girlfriend to the basement of his apartment building at the time, along with "a lid and a case of whiskey".  He said that they spend two weeks down there, drinking tap water from the sink next to the washer (which surely would've been toxic) and otherwise getting loaded.

Not surprisingly, It always freaked me out. Even worse was that he made a point to mention that almost everyone in the class had grown up under a greater threat of nuclear annihilation than he was then. There's nothing worse than being reminded you never really caught on to from your childhood...

As with every great teacher I've had in my life, I eventually lost touch with him.  I remember going to a surprisingly popular bar with him the next semester and being a little alarmed at his behavior with a few of my former classmates.

Sometimes I think about getting in touch with these old teachers of mine that taught me so much. So much to observe, ignore, repeat... I'd like to see what they have for me now at 31. Would I even listen? It is folly to put former role models under the light of harsh scrutiny, and a terrible reward for those expecting results.

But it's strange. Because I have never been able to forget it. Even worse, I have had a song associated with that story since the day I heard it.  Not just a song, but a song I'd known for years. A song I'd previously cherished as a soundtrack of my formative years; "After the Gold Rush" by Neil Young.

This is a song I could point back to forever. I refer to exhibit A*. But for some reason, the thought of "lying in a burned out basement" conjured up -to my romantic eyes- the notion of lying in a filthy underground shithole trying to convince myself that it was the end of days. It just made sense.

and so now I sit here, thinking about the severity of the situation and how I'd react (like you'd do otherwise!?) and I'm disturbingly okay with the notion of burying myself for weeks and letting the world letting it figure it out for its own self.

But of course I could never do that. I mean shit, I should be used to it by now, right?



*This is a mixtape made by one of my brothers, sisters or friends (I haven't been able to figure out who), one that was worn ragged over several years of driving to Maryland and back. Sons that I remember from it include:
7 Cure songs
"Kiss Me Deadly" - Generation X
"Wild Child" - Iggy Pop
"Heat of the Moment" - Asia
"The Weight" - The Band
"Young Americans" - David Bowie
"Pulling Mussels (from the Shell)"
"Dancin' With Myself" - Billy Idol
"Make Me Smile" - Chicago
and others. I'm actually really trying to remember what else.

Monday, March 08, 2010


There's really nothing more awesome than an abandoned insane asylum, other than one that's called Hellingly.

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Cellphone photo dump 5

Catula. I have no idea of this pic is upside down, which it appears to be:
 

From the Post-It show at GR2:

 

 

Obviously, the well is running a little bit dry now. Or not, the rest are museum placards, the bloody Santa exhibit at MOCA, and some pictures of the cat.

Cellphone photo dump 4

 

Yeah, because I have the mind of a child.
Seriously, though, can you imagine reading this to your child at bedtime and trying to disguise your laughter/horror?

Cellphone photo dump 3

Books that had a dramatic impact on me as a child that I just rediscovered:

 
 

Anansi was always one of my favorites as a kid. I remember talking with all the other kids about which one of his sons we wanted to be. Not surprisingly, I always wanted to be Stone Thrower.

Thinking back on it, so did everyone else.

Cellphone photo dump 2

 

Energy drinks. For your boner.

Cellphone photo dump 1



found something I thought I'd posted ages ago. This is from about a month ago, spotted in a little exhibit in the Getty Research Institute. It's about launching cats. No shit:

 

Oh, it gets better:


 
 
if you look at the bottom there:
 

Yes. That's a cat with something like a 16th century rocket strapped to its back. There's also a bird at the top.
I have a whole stack of fun images I need to post, but I also need to get this whole thing moved to a new address. I've more or less got everything figured out but the name, so if anyone's got any clever suggestions, I'm all ears. Everything I've tried is either taken or creepy and ominous-sounding, and I'm trying to avoid that. 

Anyway, more to come.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

No Snow in Hollywood

Remember how I was gonna make all these big changes after post 1000? Well, I'm at 1,005 right now (though this program counts drafts, so I'm almost certainly still below that), and I still haven't changed anything. 

It isn't like I haven't thought about it. and I'm still planing on changing the title and location of this whole thing sooner than later, but I've just been busy as hell wrapping up grad school and trying to maintain a life and everything to really implement most of these changes. But I'm working on it. A dear friend just found a veritable tinmine in the form of old stories and writings of mine, and as I was reading through them last night, I realized that I really should be writing more. I though I would be cringing all through these, but they were better than I remembered. Well, a lot was still crap, but there were ideas there that I really should play around with some more. Perhaps I'll post some of that here. First, I should probably get through my school stuff, since I'm not taking loans out on the premise of finishing decade-old short stories of mine. 

HOWEVER. 

This morning, I finally put together that mix I've been talking about. I've had most of this thing settled for at least a month, but it really finally rounded out in the past week. We cover three languages here, with a lot of wailing soul and some lighter stuff spread throughout. 

The title comes from a Frank O'Hara poem, which is in the middle here. You can delete it if you want (the sound quality is terrible), but give it least a listen. Anyway, it's more of a lamentation than a boast about the lack of snow in California. The cover photo is something I found on riotclitshave some time back. Anyway, I hope you enjoy it:

No Snow in Hollywood


1. Intro
2. "Big Kids Don't Play" - Grand Puba
3. "Be Love, Be Wild" - We All Have Hooks For Hands
4. "Don't Haunt This Place" - The Rural Alberta Advantage
5. "New Religion" - Bad Weather California
6. "You're Wondering Now" - Andy & Joe
7. "Solaar in the Country" - DJ Zebra
8. I Don't Care
9. "Am I Ever Gonna See Your Face Again" - The Angels
10. "Hold You Back" - JC Brooks & the Uptown Sound
11. "Cry To Me" - Betty Harris
12. Lana Turner Has Collapsed - Frank O'Hara
13. "A Mother's Love" - Earl King
14. "Cancion Para Mi Padre" - Sally Timms
15. "Nobody" - Larry Williams & Johnny Watson
16. "Know What I Mean" - Freeway & Jake One
17. That's the Thing about Chinese Death Stars...
18. "I Don't Want to Party (Party) - Philadelphia Grand Jury
19. "Jackie Wood" - Box Elders
20. "Need Your Love" - Michael & the Mumbles
21. "Bow Down and Die" - The Almighty Defenders
22. "C'mon" - The Soft Pack
22. "There Goes a Girl" - Johnny Truitt
23. Give some back

Edit: somebody has now reported this page TWICE for violation of the DMCA, so I've taken down the link. I'd ask that the offended party contact me and I'll gladly remove the offending material instead of them complaining to Google.

Anyway, if you would like to check the mix out, just email me and I will sent you novelty replica files that may sound uncannily like the mix.

edit: I just realized that the last track was on my last mix. Whoops. I still really like it, for what it's worth.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Shackleton's Whiskey: FOUND


So, three crates of Whiskey (and two bottles of Brandy) have been discovered beneath the floorboards of Ernest Shackleton's hut in Antarctica. You might remember when I wrote about Shackleton's ship (from a different one of his three attempts at reaching the North Pole) being frozen in the ice.
Interestingly, one of the big pluses from this find is that the company that originally made the whiskey is hoping to be able to reverse-engineer the recipe they used 100 years ago, which was apparently lost. Huh.

Anyway, that'd be a sweet birthday present, right?

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Howard Zinn is dead.

I just found this out, fittingly enough, as I was watching the State of the Union address.

It wasn't unexpected -the man was 87 and lost his wife 2 years ago- but still, it hits hard. The man served his country in WWII, he marched for civil rights and taught at Spelman, and he wrote some of the most important history texts ever written.

If you're unfamiliar with the man's work, go to his site and read an essay or two, go to youtube and watch a lecture. Or check out Democracy Now tomorrow, where I'm sure there will be a tribute in the morning.  There's also a movie version of A People's History that'll be out on DVD in February.

We've lost a heavyweight today, take a moment to remember him.

Monday, January 04, 2010

The Third Man




One of the more productive things I got to do over the trip home was get some reading done. A lot of it has been a massive book about basketball, augmented with magazines, comics (I re-read We3, and it still sucks the air out of my chest), and the annotated screenplay to The Third Man. It's a movie I'd seen a couple years ago, but had for the most part forgotten, so I was happy to read through it on the flights to and from California.

One of the more impressive of the story's many, many impressive qualities is the way that the story so fittingly describes an time and a place -namely postwar Vienna- so perfectly. The confusion and disconcordance of having one city ruled by four different allied powers, most of whom not sharing a language with each other, let alone the people they are set to govern/protect. The stoic optimism of a war-scarred populace, eager to move on from the conflict but living in  system that won't let them... it's a rare thing to me, to get that sort of sense from any type of work, let alone a book and a film. I honestly don't know how they do it. Part of me suspects that it's a talent that eludes even the best of storytellers. Part of me is certain that it's more a result of my place and time. Does living in America in 2009 (yeah, I know) have a flavor that could be expressed? I could write in a story about economic peril and the hopes of a black president, but in fifty years from now, would someone read that and think "that's exactly what it was like!" Or would I have to include some veiled Rihanna reference?


Obviously, it's more than pop culture. While we (meaning, I) love to think that popular culture goes a way towards defining the greater culture, it far more often than not means sweet fuck all. With the exception of post-9/11 media, I can't really think of anything that snapshots specific American culture after the Cold War*. Perhaps it's because we as Americans have such a diverse climate of economic and social stations that it's nearly impossible to connect them without the benefit of several decades of distance to provide hindsight. It might be that most Americans tend to project their experiences and backgrounds onto the country, effectively ignoring everyone else. Maybe it's the apathy of the suburban MTV generation that has shifted our attitude to that of a vapid shrug (it's a cliche, I know, but not an unfair one). I have no idea. But as I was thinking about this, I was convinced that the most common way to get a picture of our country at any given moment is to show it in or immediately following tragedy**. It sounds dramatic, but maybe that's the only time we'll be able to look around and agree about what's going on. Or at least that's the closest we get to it.

But I digress. I want to write about The Third Man. Because it's one of those movies that holds up so damned well. I'm not one of those classic film nerds that can't watch anything made in America after the mid-70s. I will talk loads of shit about Avatar, and yet I avoid most foreign films on the grounds that they're depressing for the sake of being depressing, and I will prefer color to black & white. I don't consider myself an erudite scholar of film, but I like to think I know what I like. and I love The Third Man. I could rail on about the framework or the advancements in cinematography, but it'd be 100% bullshit lifted from other places, ass opposed to the 50% bullshit that I'm just making up. In order for me to even notice things like that, it has to be so spectacularly good or bad that my attention is taken from the dialogue, acting, and overall theme. So I don't notice that when I'm watching The Third Man. I notice the more obvious things: the Karas soundtrack, which I put on a mix at some point in college and baffled even myself with, The zither fluttering along through the scenes, almost ditzy when juxtaposed against the story. There's the drunken petulance of protagonist Holly Martins, a European caricature of an American if there ever was one***, even if the character was supposed to be Canadian****. There's the opportunists, fops, and schemers that show up throughout the story, and the distance of the Austrians, who don't want anything to do with anything that isn't getting their lives back on track. This is classic noir, and still it stands as more than just a detective story. Oh, and there's Orson Welles. He was already the major filmmaker of the world, and he had just turned his back on Hollywood. He was just the actor here, but he improvised one of the best movie lines in history (he later said he stole it from somewhere else) like it was nothing.



I don't want to get into the story too much, because there are turns and revelations that still amaze me (even if one of the biggest ones is given away by the movie poster/DVD cover).  But I would recommend checking it out. You can watch it on Netflix ad the moment, and you can probably pick up a (non-Criterion) copy for pretty cheap since it's in the public domain. But I'd suggest checking out the book or screenplay first. It won't take up much of your time (I read most of it on the worst plane ride ever), and it really is worth it. Afterwards, check out the movie, and tell me I'm wrong about this. Tell me you don't get a feeling for postwar Vienna, despite the fact that it serves mostly as a backdrop for the story.

Anyway, that's just what I'm feeling on it.



* of course, this isn't entirely true. Wall Street probably did a great job of  defining the mid-late 80s for a lot of people, despite the fact that there's no mention of the decline of American industry, the dumbest fashion sense in history, and the historic rise/acceptance of rap music. Philadelphia might also carry a distinct resonance, while Forrest Gump will always serve to remind us how fucking dumb and self-servingly nostalgic we can be.
** the other might be comedy. Of course, this is not always the case, but it's a lot easier to gain insight towards the culture of a time and place by what jokes can and can't be made and the way that they are made. Of course, 85% of American comedy disproves this entirely.
*** I still laugh every time he intentionally gets Calloway's name wrong.
**** what non-hockey playing Canadian shows up in another country and takes a swing at a cop first thing off the plane? There are Canadians that don't play hockey, right?